#who wants to pay for my bbl

[vaas]

i dont know why but something about like. very normal underwear is sexier to me than lingerie. maybe its bc i make a type of lingerie and see it as mainly costume but some regular ass jockeys and a sports bra do it for me way more than like a lace ensemble. the exception is thongs i love ass

[notnorwood]

“Wow this is quite the new house! Did you or your wife get new high paying jobs or something?” My friends wife said to me as we walked thru my new massive mansion.

“Well it’s funny you say that Colleen because Anna is actually out by the pool right now working” I told her and my friend Craig.

“Oh is she working from home? I thought she was nurse? Does she now do something online?”

I smiled and said “yea you could say that”.

We walked outside to our large pool to see my wife oiling up her voluptuous body and setting up a camera to take pictures. Craig and Colleen’s mouths dropped as they couldn’t believe what they were seeing.

“Oh hi guys! And hey daddy hehe” she said as she pecked me on the cheek with her new plump blowjob lips.

“Anna? Is…is that you?” Colleen said, and was then frustrated to see Craig’s jaw was still dropped and he was rock hard gazing at my new and improved smokeshow wife.

“Absolutely it is Colleen! I’d give you a hug but I’ve covered in oil for my photo shoot hehe” she said as she nonchalantly took her bikini top off to oil up her new massive F cup tits. “I bet you hardly recognize me after my procedures”

“Procedures?!? You look like a blow up sex doll!!” Colleen yelled.

Anna looked at me and started blushing, “well you know how I started doing the aesthetic side of med care? The Botox and lip filler and all that to make some extra money? Well I was seeing these girls come in who were making so much money capitalizing on the work they had done and their bodies and I thought…I could do that! So I did Botox on myself and the lip filler, and then some of the girls contacted me with a great surgeon to get a BBL and boob job! I mean babe you can’t tell me I don’t look sexy as fuck!”

I smiled, smacked Anna’s new bubble butt, and said “and she is using her new perfect body to bring in quite a lot of money, of which we used to buy this mansion, new cars, a vacation home in Florida, and more” as I turned to kiss her.

Colleen couldn’t believe what she was hearing “and what do you do? Just sit back and count her money?”

“Oh no no no he does so much more than that” Anna said as she grabbed my cock over my pants “he manages my money and content, takes care of our investments, and treats me whenever and wherever I want”.

She wiped out my cock and squatted down. “So unless you want to stay and watch us fuck, which I’ll let you see this one for free, I would head out because it gets pretty intense”

Anna started slobbing on my cock and Colleen stormed out. She damn near had to drag Craig out of there.

Anna was now my little sex doll, for me to use however I damn well please.

[nerdygaymormon]

I talked with my mother in law about disagreeing with the august policy and she kept faily neutral and said God made that policy and His children make the choice to stray from Him. While i believe the policy was inspired i dont believe it came from His mouth. I don't understand how transitioning is straying, it feels like a morally neutral act. How can God ask someone to sacrifice their emotional and mental well being to keep their good standing with Him? It feels backwards and manipulative if I'm being honest. Obedience is good but not if it comes at the cost of being miserable. I'm angry at the church as an institution and I believe it's failing it's queer and trans siblings. I suppose I do disagree with God.

You ask some really good questions. I want to add a few more for you to consider.

Are scriptures the "word of God" and does God actually speak these things to a human who hears it and writes it down precisely as God said it, or are these human interpretations of what they believe is God's will?

Is this policy leading people to be more loving and to do good to their neighbor?

Why would God make people gay or trans and then forbid them from being gay or trans?

The Book of Mormon teaches we're meant to have joy in life, then why does the LDS Church have policies to deny joy to queer people? Why are they singled out to be miserable for God?

If gender affirming care for trans people is "straying" from God, why is gender affirming care for cis people not? The medical procedures that trans people use were all originally developed for cis people. People get breast augmentations, hysterectomies, nose jobs, tummy tucks, face lifts, pec implants, lip filler, bbl's, hormone injections, puberty blockers, growth hormones, and on and on.

At the last General Conference, Elder Oaks put forth a unique idea about temporary and permanent commandments. I think it's his way of getting around the idea that church leaders in the past were wrong, but it brings up interesting questions, if this is temporary then am I required to obey even if I don't agree? If this is temporary, will I be punished in heaven after it is no longer in effect?

We're taught in Matthew 7 that “a good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit.” If a policy is bringing forth bad results for a whole group of people, is it a 'good' policy?

Is it a coincidence that this step backwards with the August policy seems related to the bathroom bills and other anti-trans legislation that's recently been passed? If this is actually God's will then how come we didn't know it in 2020 when the last big revision to church policies regarding trans people was implemented?

What if a trans person feels they are inspired to pursue transitioning, should the church be punishing them for following where God is guiding them?

Does this policy sound like it's from a loving God?

That’s enough questions. I want to end with 3 points.

The August policy is just that, a policy, not a commandment or revelation or scripture. Policies are temporary and can be changed. A great example is the 2015 policy of exclusion regarding gay people, which was reversed less than 5 years later in 2019. How much better if it the 2015 policy had never been introduced and all that hurt had been avoided.

You're not disagreeing with God, you're disagreeing with whomever wrote and approved the latest policies.

People have a conscience, what the church calls the light of Christ, which influences people for good. If things being said by a church leader bother your conscience, pay attention to that.

[unavailableapple]

Excuse me for coming to your askbox, I am not a radfem and don't agree with a lot of it's principles, yet I find radfem spaces are the only place where discussion of nonbinary identity has any nuance. Personally I have no problem with people doing whatever they want with their own bodies/minds/labels but I did struggle to wrap my head around just how many people started IDing as nonbinary during the last few years. Now recently it's been a bit of the opposite, with a noticeable amount of previously out and proud nonbinary people dropping the label. I've heard some people discuss it like it was just "in fashion" for a while, while others insist it's a result of gender experimentation or having to go back in the closet due to the political climate. But it's not just the young, I noticed that includes some of the first nb people I knew, who were nonbinary before 2020, hell, before 2015. I know you had a similar experience, so I just wanted to hear your opinion on this whole phenomenon, why it's happening and why now, and if you expect the trend to continue?

So I’ve been thinking about this a lot and honestly the short answer is: I’m not sure.

The long answer:

I think that these things come in waves. Think about BBL surgery (Brazilian butt-lift surgery). When that surgery was really popular, I’m sure it felt like a very real need to the women who got it. Similarly, my nonbinary identity felt very real to me. But once you apply any amount of pressure to either of these, they start to break. Because really what does it mean to be nonbinary? Why do I NEED to express myself as nonbinary? Why does she NEED to have a large posterior? Eventually you realize, it is misogyny. That’s all it is. And then the whole thing falls apart…Aside from that, even if you don’t acknowledge the misogyny, these things are ultimately superficial and, as such, fall away once one reaches a certain point of adulthood.

I don’t mean adulthood as in becoming an adult human I mean adulthood as in a certain level of struggle that makes fanciful discussions of pronouns seem taxing. Eventually real life catches up and you don’t feel like wasting your precious free time thinking about whether you use they, she, he, or meow pronouns. I think the lasting effects of COVID have meant terrible things for the general public and a lot of people are struggling to pay rent or afford food. I know that what first made me stop caring about pronouns was when I was homeless and thought a lot more about finding a safe place to sleep than making sure everyone calls me he/meow/it pronouns.

Then I think there’s the climate of the trans community right now. When I was younger, there was an idea of, “Being trans is equally hard for males AND females”. But now the dominant narrative seems to be that trans identified males have it a thousand times harder being trans and trans identified females face no oppression at all. I do think this drives more trans identified females out of trans spaces and leads them to find more community with other women. This was the case for several of my friends. Once the trans community told them, “You don’t face any oppression” even though they did (by right of being female), they stopped feeling aligned with a nonbinary identity and suddenly realized they felt more aligned with being female, on the basis of shared experiences.

Finally, it could genuinely just be that it’s falling out of fashion. I’m of an era where I, like a lot of young women my age, was the froggy jumper round glasses meow/it pronoun using boyflux aligned aroace nonbinary person and that was in style. Nowadays kids on TikTok make fun of that and it’s much less “in”. Recently Mitski cut her hair short and people started calling her “theyfab”. For the uninitiated, theyfab is a rude term the trans community uses for a female person who identifies as nonbinary, especially if she doesn’t do anything to express this nonbinary identity beyond cutting her hair. They were not trying to “affirm” Mitski, they were making fun of her for being a gender nonconforming woman, and they were making fun of the women who identify as nonbinary. No matter what, it’s always “in” to make fun of women so if a lot of women are identifying as nonbinary, it’s going to be “in” to make fun of them and it is. On pinterest, Nonbinary identities are already being relegated to “2010s nostalgia” the way moustache tattoos on pointer fingers are “2000s nostalgia”, these things come and go.

So yeah, I ultimately don’t know, and these are only a couple among my many many MANY different theories. But based on my own experience and the experiences of people I know, this is what I’ve been thinking.

[teopatra]

✨ pick a number reading✨

Hola, me llamo es T’Asia I go by Teopatra. Grand water trine babe, lifepath 8 & Scorpio stellium. I’m a Leo sun and was sick for my bday so I wasn’t able to embody the Leo energy for my season sooooo, here I am now on the first day of Virgo season exercising my creative muscle lol

How do others feel about you?

(Can be platonic or romantic) feel free to pick more than one message

Enjoy xoxo 💋 teo ✨

Group # 1 :

you make people nervous or you get nervous when you realize someone is staring at you or has a crush on you and when you get nervous, it turns people on LOL people love to see you sweat because everyone looks at your reactions to things to compare how they feel, but you’re pretty attractive to a lot of people & may not even realize it some people wish they could cuddle/sleep next to you literally not in an intimate type of way just a romantic type of way or people could want to know what you look like when you sleep lol you give Angel baby vibes.

Pay attention to angel numbers 123 12:34 and 1:23, 😵‍💫 emoji or 📲 emojis

If you’re going thru your Saturn return , take note of your half birthday, also go back in your camera roll 6 months or to any November if any year and check your notes from 2020.

Signs: Pisces, cancer, libra, Capricorn or you know someone from that sign or nah dislike these signs

Group # 3 :

you have a warm nature and a nice looking physique I’m getting you don’t have the typical body whatever that means like you’re not a BBL IG figure you have a frame that makes people want to hug you or be near you because your energy is comforting. Someone or there’s a few people who have crushes on you and a small group of people may talk about how you look good and they be may be super nice to you and you kind of find it weird then it dawned on you 😂 that they like you people always want to touch your hands or share a pencil is what 😆.

Pay attention to angel numbers 333 and 5:55, 6:56 and 1:27 or that could be your bday

Lifepath 8s, the 🐸 emoji or lots of butterflies

Aries , gemini, Taurus or lifepath 7’s check camera roll from January or February, Aquarius season is significant

Group # 8 :

Other, see you as they’re saving grace like just when I feel like giving up, you save the day and you make them realize there’s more to life than was keeping them down people want to know how to be confident like you and I want to learn from you, but they feel stupid for asking for help. You may be expressed expressive are open with your emotions. Why people may know you to cry and random situation even though you’re not sad and that makes them laugh or smile because you’re just so silly and funny and cute.

Emojis 🐄, ❤️‍🩹, and 📿🩸. Your school colors can be red or that’s your favorite color.

Lifepath 2 and 7. Signs can be Aquarius, Taurus, libra, Leo, Scorpio or Sagittarius or check where these are in your chart for more messages

Check camera roll for April, angel numbers 11:11 or double numbers and reflective numbers like 12:21, 22:10, 22:11, 21:12 or 636 / 636 can be your area code iykyk lol

[horsegurlfem]

somehow we got onto the topic of surgery on the genital area in my house, and I said that I wouldn't want surgery on my clitoris because it would damage crucial nerve endings. Which was a pretty mild take I thought, but my tim housemate said that because labiaplasty exists, they've already figured the nerve endings out down there and surgery wouldn't hurt them. And I just felt bad, because that's so not true. So many procedures, even medical ones like LEEP can sever nerve endings and make it hard for you to experience the same physical pleasures afterwards. This is less true for men, because doctors apparently care about keeping penis nerves intact. Men's pleasure is important, but for women, all that's important is how we look to men apparently. But people who have had bottom surgery/ SRS have had sooo many complications where they're unable to feel pleasure anymore, and I hate that people see it as a normal simple procedure. As if elective surgery on the most intimate part of your body could ever be simple and risk free. Idk if this person has had such surgery or not, but I hope they don't take it lightly. It seems like theres this common transhumanist delusion that this sort of medical care is risk free, and that any risks are fake, or just fear mongering. But any plastic surgery or medication even inherently has risks! Even just going under anesthesia has risks! I'd love to get my tubes tied but you have to have surgery for that, and surgery has inherent risks, and doctors can mess up. And you can have complications for life. And surgery on the most intimate part of you has even more risks, so I think that people should not take it so lightly, or assume that since many people get it done that it's perfectly safe and there are no issues involved. BBLs were popular a few years ago, but thousands of women died from complications from them. I don't see much of a difference between gender affirming surgery and traditional plastic surgery, because in both cases you're trying to change the way society perceives you by undergoing risk to change your body. And for some people, the benefits outweigh those risks. But for society at large, it contributes to a pattern of people being pressured to conform or else think that something is terribly wrong with them. Idk, I think people should just be able to have the personality that they have without thinking they need to pay thousands of dollars to go under the knife to become beautiful or to change their sex characteristics. Your sex doesn't determine your personality any more than your cup size, and I wish people didn't feel the need to change just to conform.

[askthefivefallen]

Ask the Fallen

You can ask the Fallen anything. Just be prepared for how they might answer...

Lefty - the righthanded, sensible and serious half of the hotel's door-guarding duo. She's responsible and looks after the others and tries to stay under the radar and out of trouble. She's the most successful at this. Currently dating Tits.

Righty - the lefthanded, outspoken half with a bit less foresight. She feels responsible for the others and usually works with Lefty to keep everyone out of trouble. She has two rats, Squeakerton and McCheesings, who act as support animals around the hotel.

Junior - he's a good bean but a bit shy. He's currently transitioning, though it's a slow process due to his angelic nature. He's slowly becoming more confident and comfortable in his skin. He has a black cat named Salem whom he loves dearly.

Tits - the group-oriented, fitness-minded sweetheart. She's the most openly supportive of the others, even if that's a little misplaced. She's upbeat, powers through anything, and sometimes forgets that she's not indestructible. Currently dating Lefty.

Ass - a contrarian through and through. She's prickly and defensive, curses like it pays her, but is deep down a very soft and loyal friend. While it's in her nature to cause problems, she's trying to channel that energy into finding solutions after a chance encounter with Emily the Seraphim. Currently dating Emily.

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((Howdy, y'all, this is @texanredrose and this is my Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss RP blog for the 5 OCs from my Bratty Bottom Lute series. As that fic series and the show are 18+, so is this blog! Any explicit mention of sex will be covered under #nsfw mention. Violence is untagged for the moment and canon typical for both shows. Asks are welcome, both from characters and users, and are used for character and story development. I don't really plan shit; I just let the characters do what they want. All events on this blog are canon-adjacent to the BBL series.))

[lunaarorbiter]

💿 MEGAN ― M.T.S

album analysis + rating

b/n : been excited for this one and wanted to get this out asap. this is my interpretation of these songs and what i got from them. might not be yours and that's okay ! + last edit 10/24

HISS ((10/10))

― masterpiece from start to finish. she left EVERYTHING in this song. anything that anybody had to say she basically predicted because the response back is the song again.

in this, megan calls out multiple rappers, especially male. she calls out about how many male rappers are fein's for her body and fame. they're constantly chasing after her, and can't decide whether they wanna be her or be WITH her.

the verses she spits just keep coming in this song. it's a long ass receipt that she's been waiting to print and sign with class.

one thing i disliked was that it was heavily overshadowed by you know who.. not enough people payed attention to where the shots were directed and thrown at. drake for example.. her bbl line was a direct shot to him who can't handle rejection and who has constantly been taking low blows at meg and her body when he's been under the knife for "his".

not to mention the artistry in the music videos and the photos she'd been posting leading up to the release of this song. she aligned everything perfectly and made a snug spot for this in her discography. her references, bars, visuals, flow, foreshadowing and everything else was a masterpiece that will not be forgotten decades from now ..

RATTLE ((8/10))

― the instrumental in this has me imagining her walking on thin ice, confidently and not worried about breaking it because she can also walk on water. all eyes on her because they're waiting on her for ideas and what to talk about next.

this song is about people always trying to rip meg off and turn her into something she's not. she's standing up for her character and to the people who continue to try to take advantage of her ..

FIGUEROA ((8/10))

― catchy, rich, and classy. the meow got me. having to call out the lies and everyone who says shit about her.

WHERE THEM GIRLS AT ((8/10))

― this feels like it could be a club classic. the beat of it reminds me of songs from the early 2000's. simple and makes me wanna dance ..

BROKE HIS HEART ((8.9/10))

― she's dominating in this song. it feels like she's calling for her hottie army. + this song being just in time before pride month ends. need people to stop denying her sexuality now ..

B.A.S + KYLE RICHH ((10/10))

― right as the song starts, she jumps right in. she's not letting anyone play with her, her time, her pleasure, and body. any wrong way you treat her, she's gonna throw it right back at you .. the juxtaposition with the aggressive beat but soft feel of this sample blending together adds onto it.

she's winning the idgaf wars with this one as well. she doesn't care about how she's treating you because she deserves better anyways. this song is a shrug and her turning her back on you because you're not worthy enough

+ this SAMPLE. when it starts playing it's like the perfect after taste to an already delicious desert. i love the way the lyrics from the sample contradict with the song. sending completely different messages but still mix seamlessly. she makes the best uses of all the samples she uses. this time "out on a limb" by teena marie. an addictive listen especially when it gets to the end. a want to hear the end but not for it to finish ..

OTAKU HOT GIRL ((10/10))

― a fan favorite already, especially for megan's anime fans. can we acknowledge adam mcarthur, yuji's (jjk), english voice actor getting on this track to talk about how he likes grammy winners like megan?? with fat asses?? oh i know that's fucking right !

+ the jjk sample used in the song?? i love the eery sound and feel of the sample and how she incorporated it into the song. but WHO REALLY DOES IT LIKE MEGAN?? she searched and sought out for the puzzle pieces to perfectly connect to each other in this song. everything being smooth and blending together so effortlessly.

not to mention the japanese she was speaking, who's not bilingual? "can't touch me, like gojo" and the domain expansion line? yeah. this pulled the anime nerd out of me. her brain. also noting that megan had to keep changing the song days before her album released to appease the anime studio. give her, her flowers..

to listen to the part she sampled click here ..

FIND OUT ((9/10))

― once again in love with the instrumentals she uses. the tingly feel the noise effects give make it yummier. not much to say about this one, need to let it marinate a bit ..

BOA ((8/10))

― artistry on ten. references on ten. looks on ten. dancing on ten. only thing is i expected more from the song. i love the use of the sample from gwen stefani's "what you waiting for".

it definitely is an experience to watch the music video. the anime, movie, video game, and tv show references she was putting out, was being picked up.

a bunch of iconic looks that have been referenced already and will continue to be. you can tell a lot of work and creativity went into this one. not to mention the creative and comedic deaths. she showed her hot girl nerd for this track !

MAMUSHI + YUKI CHIBA ((8/10))

― again w the japanese, bilingual queen. a chill song that added some more flavor to the album. they're both speaking of their luxury being celebrities and glamor of it all. yuki and megan are bonding and relating to each other over those aspects ..

WORTHY ((7/10))

― a feel good self assuring song. she speaks of how she's worthy of the love she craves and deserves nothing less than that. everyone should have this type of confidence and this should be everyone's default thought process ..

MOODY GIRL ((10/10))

― she in her feelings with this one. relatable and a song that i connect with. feeling lonely with a room full of people and like she's the only one that feels that way and the only one that sees she's not okay. she's not feeling herself, looking in the mirror and thinking things she would never usually think. also being told and feeling forced to feel some other way as if she isn't trying to feel better.

feeling like everyone is against her and no one else is trying to understand how she feels.

i love the way she talks about her mental health in her music and captures negative feelings so perfectly. these types of songs are always overlooked by her songs about her sexuality. also the people who say she only talks about being sexual and having money when these songs are sitting here, get on !

the mellow background vocals add onto the sad girl theme of the song. we FEEL the sorrow she's feeling. wanting to party away the emptiness and despair she feels, wanting to move past the feeling but just stuck on it. one of my favorites and i fear it's gonna be underrated <//3 ..

ACCENT + GLO RILLA ((10/10))

― an addictive duo that i will always come back to. the passing of the baton in this song is my favorite. catchy, flowy, and throwing shots. need a music video where they're fighting something together ..

PAPER TOGETHER +UGK ((10/10))

— need people to stop complaining about the lack of tina snow on this album when this track exists. probably my number one on this album, she was NOT holding back. super underrated track and wish it got as much attention as mamushi. i love how she’s always repping for the south. her flow so unique, STOP COMPARING MY GIRL

“you ain’t a bad bitch if he cheating and you staying with him” TELL THEM AGAIN MEG !

SPIN + VICTORIA MONET ((9/10))

― a duo i wasn't expecting but goes so well together. again megan spitting fire ass verses. she’s collecting all the rnb girls. "messy, men wanna kick it like neymar let a man know i'm the goal, i don't chase y'all".. in this track they speak on people being hypnotized by them and their every move ..

DOWNSTAIRS DJ ((10/10))

― will forever love how open megan is with her sexuality. the start of this song with watery sparkly noises matches the vibe of the song. in this song she's talking about self pleasure and taking care of herself. she's not ashamed like how society wants women to feel. truly normalizing women being open. she's real as fuck, will tell you a joke but never a lie !

MIAMI BLUE + BIG K.R.I.T. BUDDAH BLESS ((8.5/10))

― buddah did his one on this track. very different sound imo. enjoyed the feature and song in general. definitely underrated as well. hope she continues to work with buddah ..

COBRA ((10/10))

― one of my favorites in the album. cobra delves into the hardships megan faced and the reality of her mental health throughout these years. the many difficulties she had to face alone with an audience watching her every move wasn't an easy feat but she did it with grace, something that many admire about her. she continues to keep it real with her fans and show her scars.

the symbolism and visuals tying in together with shedding her skin and becoming a different person and moving on from that part of her life is genius. the rebirth of megan. thinking outside the box feels like the usual with megan.

+ her versatility with the beat of the music. just by how the song starts it gets you excited, not knowing what to expect until the beat drops surprising you. this song shows you a different side of megan and feels like a complete 180 compared to her other work ..

OVERALL RATING :: ((9.3/10))

final thoughts :;

megan thee stallion's first independent album. her artistry, on a completely different level, her flow and delivery 10/10. she has such a creative mind that extends from just rap and music. it SHOWS in her visuals in her music videos. it is such a beautiful art that she continues to make and she is consistent with it. her music goes past the bounds of any rapper right now. her versatile blend of rap, instrumentals, and her niche interests.

this album also having her constantly switch up her flow and each song being their own. nobody can say anything about that ever. people who say she doesn't change her flow only listen to her surface music and don't bother to acknowledge her artistry and songs aside from her features.

also her work when it comes to sampling other songs. she completely transforms the samples she uses and makes it her own, using it as a seed for her music. doing it megan's way.

i wished she would have explored more with other alternative genres as well like she did in cobra rock version, and hope she does so in the future.

i will never get tired of her referencing animes. always being discreet and behind fire and smooth bars making everything fit together. she said people hate her because she's a hot nerd and right ! will forever be obsessed w thee stallion and enamored with her work and grind. my favorite album from her now !

@lunaarorbiter

[taterstories]

The Debt (part 5) written by: Tater

Now it is finally Monday and Jeri, and I woke up and I am super nervous about going back to work. What am I going to tell all my coworkers about why did this to my body. Jeri went off to the Java Lava and I started to get ready for work because I did want to look good and since I looked like a girl, I wanted to hold my character and look the part. So, I made sure to do my makeup and hair to the best of my abilities and my clothes are on point. While I was getting ready, I had a text from Donte saying that he had a job for be after work and he would send me details later in the day. Once I had my look on point, I put my little wallet and keys and everything in a purse that matches my outfit, and I went to the parking garage. I got in my car for the first time in over a month. It is nice to drive but different with boobs and a BBL. I drove to the Java Lava to see Jeri and to get my coffee. When I walked in Jeri saw me and promptly gets me my coffee and a chocolate muffin and tells me to have a seat. When Jeri got a chance, she came and sat at my table with me. She told me that I look great, and I am going to be amazing at work today and blow everyone away. It helped some with my nerves, but I was still uneasy about going in walking like this. She gave me a hug and a kiss, and I went out to my car to go to work. 

When I got to the garage for the building, I work in I just sat there in my car just telling myself it will be ok. I finally build up the courage to go in yes what am I kidding I just did not want to me late. I walk in and the security did hassle me a little because I do not look like my picture on my card, and they retook my picture and made me a new ID and but were cool about it. I go up the elevator to my office and it had not been touched I put my stuff in there and walk out. When I walk out my secretary Vivian was there and looked and asked who I am and what I am doing in Brandons office. I lean over her desk, talk with my old manly voice, and say I am Bandon, but I am now Brandy. She was surprised and told me to go in my office and we talked. I told her I have just felt like this and had the opportunity to get it all done at once do I took it. I eased her suspicions, and we walked out. I then went up to the next floor to my boss's office to show off the new me. I get to his office I told his secretary to tell him Brandon is here to see him, and she looked at me with wide eyes. I gave her the condensed version of what I had told Vivian. I had to wait for my boss to get off a phone meeting and he had let his secretary to let me in. I walk into his office, and he stared at me I told him it is Bandy now and gave him the same reasons I was giving to everyone else for my change of look. But I think he already knew the real reason I am the way I am now. He had mentioned me having debt to pay. 

I went the entire day without issue just had to explain my situation to a lot of other people, but everyone supported me the way I am. I was really feeling empowered as a girl now and I was having a great day with my job. After 5pm came, I walked went to walk out of work and I saw the instructions from Donte. The text says to go out to the garage and go to the top floor, there would be a black van there. I walk out of and stop at my car first to drop off my things. Then I walk over to an elevator and go to the top floor. When I get off the elevator there is only one vehicle on that floor, and it was the black van. I was nervous about this encounter I was not sure who it was going to be or what I am going to do. I walk over to the van and the driver's door opened and one of Donte's men got out and it was the same one that took me on the solo date which set me somewhat at ease. He opened the passenger side slide door and helped me in then closed it behind me. There was a curtain in the middle of the van so I could not see who else was in there. there was a bulkhead blocking off the back to the front of the van with a chair facing the back of the van. I took a seat in and sat there, and the curtain slid to the side to reveal who is in there with me. I looked at the man and it was no other than my boss. I swallowed and I was scared I didnt know what he is going to do to me.

My boss came over and stood in front of me and told me that after I went away, he had talked to Donte and was aware of what I was doing and why. When he heard how good I looked now he had told Donte that he wanted a piece of the action. So, he then unzipped his pants and pulled out his boner of 6 inches. I look at it and he grab is the back of my head and my hair and pulls me to it and it goes in my mouth. So, I just have no choice but to suck it, and he is enjoying this way too much. Then he pulls it out and tell me to stand up and turn around and kneel on the chair. I am shaking nervously, and I do as I am told. Then he lifts my pencil skirt and pulls my thong aside and reaching under and groping my dick and balls. Then he places his wet slobbery dick up against my ass hole. I look back at him with his hands around my hips he pulls me to him pushing his dick into my ass I wince, but it is not that painful with it not being anywhere the close to the biggest cock I have ever taken. Once he breaches my ass, he feels the green light to start fucking my ass hard. He fucked me for a few minutes and then he came I feel his dick fill my ass with warm cum. He pulls his dick from my ass and spins me around, so I am now sitting in the chair again. He then sticks his cum and shit covered dick in my mouth to make me clean it off. Then he reaches down and pulls my dick out of my panties and strokes it. He let me lean back in the chair as he stokes my dick and I just stare into my boss's eyes with pleasure. The stokes me faster and faster picking up pace till I cum all over his hand. Then he makes me lick my spunk off his hand. He bangs the bulkhead signaling to the driver that he was done, and the door opens, and he get out handing a folded stack of cash to the driver in a solo hundred-dollar bill as a tip for him. Then the driver hands me some wet wipes and tell me, "Stay in here Brandy and clean yourself up and I will drive you to your car." 

The van started moving I could feel the van going down the rams of the garage. When we reached my car, the driver got out and opened the door. He helped me out like a gentle man and handed me a 50-dollar bill and said, "He tipped me and so I think you deserve half since you did most of the work, and my name is Derek by the way." I looked at him with grateful eyes and say to him, "Thank you Derek, I really appreciate you watching my back." He nodded and I got into my car to drive home to Jeri. When I get home to, I walked off the elevator and went right into Jeri's arms I hugged her, kissed her, and told her what had happened in the van. She told me to not let it control me and that if anything if he tries to pull anything on me that I have all the control. That I can tell his wife and I can tell everyone in the office that he is gay and enjoys having sex with trans girls. But now I think about how the atmosphere would be like at work with my boss and how would he treat me. Should I tell him right away that I will tell everyone his secret or should I keep it to myself for a while. As I spend the evening with my love Jeri, I must think my life is turning out to be a wild ride. 

[sonadorayluchadora]

I feel very concerned about my mother's shopping habits. It's genuinely quite concerning. She asked me today to buy her a $20 Halloween bundle on Facebook Marketplace, and keep it a secret.

She's done this growing up, "ask your Dad if we can buy XYZ."

She is living her middle class fantasy, drying clothes on a line because she'd rather buy a new Christmas theme than pay for electric anymore.

It really makes me very sad to think about

My mom is the only college educated in her family, and in mine. She brought herself out of teenage pregnancy, poverty, and the barrios of East LA in the 90's. But she's so insatiable.

She's the breadwinner of my family, a

She always says how a family simply isn't enough for her, just a side piece to her life.

In highschool, when I was in and out of hospitals, she called me in tears about how she won't take the job she currently has (a leadership position, remote from the comfort of her home 25% of the time, and all-expenses paid business trips all around the U.S 75% of the time) because she wants to be here for me.

What is a 16 year old who's trying to regrow the muscle she cut into out of self harm to say?

Of course I told her to take the job. And she knew that I would.

When she's home, she's absent, obsessed with new diet fads and fantasizing about her getting a bbl and a tummy tuck. New dresses promising to make her thinner get returned or thrown out routinely. Buying buying buying 3+ Amazon packages a week, calling herself an environmentalist. Stuffing all her side money making gigs into one closet in her work office.

She calls that "her room." The bedroom she has with my father is not her room, her work office is.

[cyarskj1899]

It is just so shameful that they tried to cover up this mess with the late A. years of filth could have been prevented had he been caught and jailed during that time for molesting a 15 y/o and marrying her. All those little girls and boys that could have been saved smh I feel like crying and this and yet every time I think about it the rage inside wouldn’t let me cry. What if it was my friends or my family heck even me?

As I hear people begin to go "how did people let this happen," I want to say it's still happening. Look at how many people didn't believe Megan Thee Stallion after she reported being shot, look at how the media/stans and celebrities acted. (There’s a special place in hell for all of y’all 50 cents, Drake and his fake bbl , dababy, joe budden, akademics, lil duval, lebron, that Keebler elf’s daddy, stepmother and even his biological mother for giving birth to such a toxic masculinity, egotistical little bald headed biiitch) They’re were willingly being a bunch of bastards slutting themselves out for a degenerate (to hell with that gremlin and everyone who has said that she was lying fquck every last one of them) and the only logical people besides her fans where two white crime journalists who were spreading the truth better in the last month than those anti black and bw media bloggers (damn them to hell too i ain’t forgot I never forget) in the last two years. That’s why it’s two middle fingers up for everyone who said that she was lying. Why? Because FQUCK them who doubted her and I’m glad that elf is going back to Canada where his napoleon complex arss belongs that’s why!

This sh!t ain’t changed, we’re now more aware of it. We should be outraged by these pick mes and nigcels, a disgrace to the black race, the ones that George Walker bush should had left behind education wise because apparently the no child left behind policy was a mistake and they’re basically the descendants of the slaves who Harriet Tubman would have capped!

don’t believe me? Look at Aaliyah for example . Her uncle Barry Hankerson is trash. He was R. Kelly's manager, knew what happened to his niece with him, and then turned around and stayed working with him. That's partially why the family has not wanted to discuss this. They basically let their own daughter become groomed, abused, manipulated and raped by a monster had he been stopped sooner after Aaliyah, so many girls and boys would have never been victims of his smh!

In all of these cases, one thing that's been common has been the betrayal of family and friends. From Barry Hankerson to Kelsey -- these women was exploited by people who they trusted.

that fact alone makes never wanna protect nobody but me. If I ever get harmed I’m singing like a bird. I don’t gaf if that’s your fave. You mad little pick me and nigcel? Too motherfqucking bad! Those bastards you be cockworshiping ain’t gonna pay your rent nor have sex with your crusty arss , your unwashed legs, your tragic weave and extensions, and your ashy feet!

Every black person who ends up on the wrong side of the law isn’t railroaded by the justice system so spare me the takes on how people like r Kelly or Tory lames and anyone else like them is treated no different than how people from emmitt till to George Floyd were treated. They weren’t railroaded by the system, they weren’t murdered because of white womens lies or having counterfeit two thousand pennies or anything like that. They were rightfully convicted because it was proven by the state courts that they were guilty of the horrific acts they committed against people more specifically black women and for that reason the punishment that they received or will receive was deserved

[notnorwood]

Catherine and Veronica were never the prettiest of girls growing up, if anything most considered then ugly. A lot of people bullied them growing up, but I was always nice to them. My older brother always told me to be nice to the ugly girls because you never know who is going to glow up.

The summer after my freshman year of college I ran into them, and holy crap did they glow up. On the natural side they both got in great shape and really got good at doing makeup. On the unnatural side, Catherine must’ve gotten a boob job because she now easily had double D’s and hardly had anything before and Veronica bleached her light brown hair to blonde and definitely did a few rounds of lip filler. I hardly recognized them when they ran up to me all giddy to say hello.

I ended up having lunch with them and could hardly keep my eyes off of them. They noticed, and brought up how I was the only guy that was nice to them growing up, so they wanted to show me what else happened to them since going to college. We went back to Veronica’s house and fucked all night, they became absolute sluts in college to match their new looks.

We stayed in touch and as the years went on they became my whores. They couldn’t get past how whenever someone as nice to them they felt it was fake and believe that I was the only one that would treat them right. Due to that, they worshipped me, did whatever I asked them to do, and continued to “glow up”, whether it was natural or unnatural.

Fast forward to 8 years after high school and absolutely no one recognizes them. They both had tits bigger than their heads, BBLs, blowjob lips, botoxed faces, and fucked and sucked whenever and wherever I damn well pleased.

To make some money to pay me back for all their work they got they learned how to strip and got into OnlyFans.

Veronica and Catherine were afterthoughts growing up, now they were my Hos.

[cherienymphe]

Actually Meghan had rather easy start as everyone loved harry and was excited for him. You may not remember treatment Kate got when she started dating William - she was hounded by paparazzi, mocked on billboards, insulted. It may not seem that documented because it happened when social media wqsnt that popular but it happened. You still may find paparazzi pictures of kate and meghan and see they difference of treatment (safe distance for meghan, almost no place for kate for walking) What more Meghan was grown up women, Kate was way younger- different places in life. Meghan knew exactlywhat she was doing,, what family shes joining- she was way in her 30 - she was no naive little girl looking for tru love like some ppl claim she was. This women had her business and was in Hollywood for years(not successful but still she wasmarried this producer guy or whatever and her father was also involved with something on movie sets(lighting?),

I had sympathy for Meghan but it quickly vanished once they both mocked Dianas death claiming they were in car chase in new yoork… dont forget that she was once actress so she dealt with pr specialist and all, so she know exactly what to do to gain ppl sympathy. I wont be surprised if her claiming that she had sucidal thoughts was just a way to gain sympathy(we both know that then you can’t be criticised). If they could leave family behind they cleary could seek help for her if this really took place. If harry didnt help her then sorry she has weak husband and he is root of her problems. Plus she and harry are everywhere with cameras. They are only relevant with connection to royal family. If someone allegedly abuse you would you want to live your life connected to them? Use abuser tittles? Why they use titles alll the time? They want all privileges but they don’t want to work they way royal family do, they want to be on the spotlight.

Yep, royal family is fucked up - so is meghan and harry

Kate and William got married when I was 12....so no miss mamas I don't know anything about that because I was child who cared more about Naruto and Twilight than the royal family. Also what does any of this have to do with my main point which is the same people who relentlessly bullied Meghan and said unrepeatable things about her now want everyone else to feel bad about fleeting gossip and jokes about Kate getting a BBL and leaving her cheating husband?

Mind you, you are those same people because you just came in my inbox and speculated that Meghan is a liar who is putting on a show 🧍🏾‍♀️I fear some of you don't actually pay attention to who you're following because what about me would make you think I'd agree with any of this? Why would you think any of what you just sent would sway me?

[chanstopher]

Hii!! So, this might be a weird question, but I was thinking of getting JYP bubble, though I don't know who to pick (I can't pick all of them) 😭 I am going for 3,but who!? Do you have any suggestions? Or if anyone else have any suggestions? Thank you! 🖤 (PS Chan is one of the chosen ones!)

not weird at all i totally get it. bbl adds up fast so u wanna get the most out of paying for it. i personally have jeongin and minho’s. they both post every single day and tend to post a lot. hyunjin felix and seungmin are also pretty active. tbh the only two that it isn’t maybe worth it are jisung and changbin. they post less frequently than the other members. but it’s important to also note that jeongin minho and felix can post a lottttt in a day, minho has on a few occasions vibrated my phone off the edge of a table from being so talkative lol in the end it is up to preference of who u want to hear from the most. jeongin and minho (and jisung) are my bias wreckers so i picked them because i knew the two of them would make me happiest to have. chris is also definitely worth it. when the app first came out he rarely post but he’s gotten a lot better at it. other factors to consider: felix and chris post in english. jeongin hyunjin and felix send a lot of selfies through the app. minho tends to send a lot of food pics and blurry weird angled selfies. felix is known to send a lot of voice messages. if u wanna get an idea of how often members post and what they talk about i recommend looking at some twt translation accounts as like a preview. i personally follow this account. i know i wrote a mumbling little essay but i hope it helps u pick

[aajjks]

tpol!jk hi babe, don’t trip but can you pay for my bbl? pleaseeee? i really want one. i need a fat ass. i mean, i like my pancake and all but i want an actual ass 🥹 pretty pleaseeeee?

“W-What? Why would you need a BBL? But yn… oh my God, who put that idea into your head? I don’t get it you don’t need one.- I think you’re absolutely perfect just The way you are and I know that sounds really cliché and boring but you know I’m a really honest man- I love your ass just the way it is and it’s so cute. princess you’re absolutely perfect. What the fuck are you calling your ass? A pancake? Damn what the fuck are you talking about?”

[publiclyinsensitive]

A person that I officially decided to write about, is myself :) . Throughout my entire beginning of my college career, i’ve always been uncomfortable expressing myself fashionably, but I always managed to do it in a way that didn’t make me feel out of place. I used to always express myself through graphic tee’s and baggy jeans, which isn’t a problem, but sometimes I still felt misunderstood and different from what society wanted me to look like.

1. My advice for the next generation who sees ridiculous beauty standards on social media, is you are you. No matter what changes you do, or make, you’re always going to be you at the end of the day. You are your worst enemy, your worst critic, and you are continuously going to keep bashing yourself just to fit into standards that end up being a little phase on social media. Stop paying attention to what’s on your screen, and start paying attention to the realness around you. Your tombstone isn’t going to have your social media followings, your likes, nor your suggested pages. Be authentically you. You’re beautiful inside and out. It doesn’t take likes to tell you that. You have the power to relay that message to yourself, no matter how many times it takes.

2. Rebelling against beauty standards are a part of my life. Everyone on social media either got their body done, their face reconstructed, drinking children blood or did something even more weird to keep their name on the tabloids. I’m not one of them, and I don’t see myself being one of them. Looking the same is boring, I would prefer to stand out just being myself instead of looking like a manufactured toy everybody can get their hands on.

3. Seeing plus size women and their ability to not care about anything at all is inspiring me to love myself and break free from societal boxes I used to experience. In today’s world, people praise women who look similar to one another (skinny, BBL, lips done… fake barbie dolls, etc.) and they tend to relay the message that that’s how women should be like nowadays. When in fact, that’s not how ALL women should look like. We’re all different in so many ways. It’s in the genes, the many different genes that people hate to explore and learn more about. Being able to embrace and love yourself is the best feeling in the world. Knowing that YOU are YOUR #1 supporter is top tier and nobody should take that away from you. Love yourselves y’all ! 🥂